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Moses

The fugitive God called by name from a burning bush.

Exodus 2–4

The story

Moses started life as a man caught between two worlds — born Hebrew, raised Egyptian, belonging fully to neither. When he saw an Egyptian beating a Hebrew slave, something broke in him. He looked around, saw no one watching, and killed the Egyptian. Then he buried the body in the sand and walked away.

The next day it unraveled. Two Hebrews were fighting and when Moses intervened, one of them said “are you going to kill me like you killed that Egyptian?” The secret was out. Pharaoh heard about it and wanted him dead. Moses ran.

He fled to the desert of Midian — from prince of Egypt to fugitive shepherd — and stayed there for forty years. Forty years. Whatever he thought his life was going to be, whatever potential he had, whatever he thought he was meant for — it was buried in the sand with that Egyptian’s body. He had disqualified himself. He had a wife, a flock, a quiet life, and a past he couldn’t outrun.

And then a bush caught fire and didn’t burn up.

God called him by name out of that bush and told him to go back to Egypt and lead his people out of slavery. Moses’s response was essentially a list of reasons why God had the wrong man. “Who am I to do this? They won’t believe me. I’m not a good speaker. Please send someone else.” Every excuse was rooted in the same thing — a man who had failed so completely he couldn’t imagine being used for anything significant again.

God sent him anyway. And Moses became the most significant figure in the entire Old Testament.

For you, reading this now

You did something you can’t take back. Maybe you’ve been running from it ever since — from the person it made you feel like, from the life you thought you were going to have. Moses killed a man and buried him in the sand. Then spent forty years in the desert convinced his story was over — that whatever he was supposed to be, he’d already ruined it. He was a fugitive shepherd with a past when God found him at a burning bush and told him he was exactly the right person for the most important mission in Israel’s history. Moses argued. Listed every reason he was disqualified. God wasn’t interested in the list. Your failure is not the final word on what you’re capable of. Moses is proof that forty years of running doesn’t put you out of reach.

This character speaks to people who feel…

Read it for yourself

The failure and the flight: Exodus 2:11-25 — Moses kills the Egyptian and runs.

The burning bush: Exodus 3-4 — five rounds of excuses, and the calling that didn’t shrink.

Where to start, if you only have ten minutes: Exodus 3. The call and the first two excuses.

For going further: Moses’s full life arc runs from Exodus through the end of Deuteronomy — five books of scripture. If you want to read the whole story, start with Exodus and read it like a novel.

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